I just needed to say that. UGH. Fuck you. So much.
And fuck off. Get out of my life. You and her. Just disappear.
He told you that he wants you. He told you that he needs you. He told you that he loves you and that he thinks about you every second of every day, that everything reminds him of you. He told you that you’re the prettiest girl he’s ever seen, and he doesn’t want to finish Senior year without you or start Freshmen year without you. He told you that he doesn’t care what other people think. He told you that he doesn’t care what happened with him and I, it’ll never match up, that we don’t have the same connection as you two have. He told you that he wants to hang out with you, and prove your parents wrong. He told you that he’s never going to let you go. He told you that he doesn’t want to lose you.
He’s told you everything that he told me.
And it’s all bullshit.
You’ll find out in time, sweetie.
And you, my dearest asshole? You’ll be alone and miserable in time.
I’ll just give it time…
All I ever did was be there for you. I’m so sorry that I’m a terrible person.
I’m sorry that I cared. I’m sorry that I suck so fucking bad.